I'm going to coin that...anyway, I would like to share my soup with you:
I'm thinking about not voting for President. I do not like either candidate for the major parties and I don't think our state allows us to vote for any other than them (BTW, there are more than 2 people running...look it up. You can start
here to get the names. I haven't actually looked up what their platforms are, so I may not even vote for one of them even if they were on the ballot...ha).
I just found out that my upcoming sleep study costs over $4000 without insurance. That sure took the sting out of the $250 that I will have to pay (my deductible, apparently).
I need to find a way to make more money. I want to be chipping away more at our debt.
I wish thinking about losing weight didn't make me hungry(ier). Husband wants to try Insanity, but I was told that you basically need to be in P90X shape to even start Insanity. Awesome. And diets...I have never been on one and don't want to. I've seen how they fail and I know they would fail for me, too. I want to focus on portion control and eating the right amount at the right time of day, not cutting certain food/drinks out of my life completely. I like salad, but to make your own you have to buy so much stuff and I am unable to eat it all quickly enough before it goes bad.
I would kind of like to start walking our neighborhood, but I don't feel like that's a safe idea. I feel like our neighborhood is safe, but then I remember it's Tulsa and bad stuff can happen even in good neighborhoods.
Pretty sure we have a dead squirrel in the attic. It smells like it, at least. It's so bad. I'd love to go get it out of there so it stops smelling, but Jon thinks (and probably rightfully so) that opening the door to the attic will just release the smell into the garage and into the house directly. I wish I knew how long the smell will last. It might be worth 2 days of gut-wrenching gross as opposed to 3 weeks of musty, light spray of death. Sorry. I hope you aren't reading this over lunch.
Where do adults meet friends? I don't feel like I have many in town and I don't really know where to meet people without being weird. I had lots of friends in college, then they all moved away (and I guess I did, too). I like talking to them and keeping up, but sometimes I just want someone to go to dinner with me. Coworkers are always weird because you spend all day with them, so you probably don't really want to hang out with them at night. I feel alienated because I don't have kids, so all of my friends with kids have different schedules and needs than I do. And I have the dogs, so I'm not exactly living fancy free either. And while I have Jon, we work very different hours than each other, so "double dates" or whatever aren't really an option, either. PLEASE NOTE that I do NOT wish I wasn't married, didn't have our dogs, or that my friends were single and/or without children. I don't want our family to be an island - I would like to be in a chain of islands. :^)
Speaking of children - we still aren't ready for them. I had thought it was because we didn't feel financial secure enough for them (and I still feel this way), but I was recently told that kids don't really change anything. If you had $20 left in your bank before, you'll have $20 left in your bank after. And though we haven't had children, we have felt this effect in our lives already, too. The more money you make, the more you spend. This simple statement made me realize that it's not just the money part keeping us from having kids right now. We both just don't want them right now. And maybe it turns out that we don't have kids. I think I might be okay with that. Disclaimer #2: These are all "mights" and "maybes" right now. Apparently these are strong words, so don't take it that we are saying we will absolutely never ever ever have kids....that's not what I'm saying. Do know that we are not attempting to multiply anytime soon, though. I think everyone knows that, though, and that's not the tear-inducing statement...we won't go there unless we decide for 100% sure.
Mmmm...that was some good soup, wasn't it? All gone!